I have never been more bored in my life.

( Cut for whining about shit that could be easily remedied if I weren't so damn lazy. )

If all goes as planned, then I'll be leaving for Charleston the 25th; I'm supposed to go down to Jan's, watch my nephew Neal for a week, and then spend three or four more days in Charleston. I get to spend time with Jan, maybe check out a few hot guys, and there's a chance I'll get to meet Nick, since we're landing in Myrtle Beach. Sounds fun to me.

I'm in this FFVII roleplay, Final Fantasy New Horizon; we need more members. Desperately. In fact, we need a Red XIII before we can really get started, as he's supposed to meet up with Aeris (take a wild guess as to who's playing her) and take her to the rest of the group.

Anyone interested? It's sort of set up for a Aeris/Sephiroth pairing, but the rest seems to be up in the air. Pleaaase, we need more players or we're kinda stuck. I beg of you!

Also, to the friends who live in Jackson -- I'm heading out there on Saturday for a grad party. Anyone want to hang out while I'm there? It's not like I have, you know, a job or anything to go back to at a certain time. And I do miss you guys.

EDIT: Dude, Gackt needs to either stick to Japanese or work on his pronounciation. It took me forever to realize he was singing "December Love Song" in English.

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Alright, alright everything is just fine
Here comes here comes a bundle of hiss
Alright, alright everything in my life is so
Fucked up fucked up I'm losing my grip

Some days I bleed, I fall like stone
I'm always afraid, I feel so alone,

Got a false sense of security
Giving me a real sense of insecurity
Messing with my head now, head down
What the fuck is wrong with me
A false sense of security
Is fucking with my head

Attention, attention everybody look at me
Stand up, stand up, I need your belief
Rejection, rejection always seems to follow me
Head down, head down, I need some relief

Some days I bleed, I fall like stone
I'm always afraid, I feel so alone,

Got a false sense of security
Giving me a real sense of insecurity
Messing with my head now, head down
What the fuck is wrong with me
A false sense of security
Is fucking with my head

It's easy to see, I'm flat on my back
I sigh and I scream, I'm under attack
And some days I bleed, I fall like a stone
I'm always afraid, I feel so alone

Got a false sense of security
Giving me a real sense of insecurity
Messing with my head now, head down
What the fuck is wrong with me
A false sense of security
Is fucking with my head

False sense of security
Giving me a real sense of insecurity
Messing with my head now, head down
What the fuck is wrong with me
A false sense of security
Is fucking with my head

It's fucking with my head

The only sucky part is that the file I have cuts off at the very end, right at the last "false sense of security". =/