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Am making self sick because of nerves over leaving. Have no libido and feel short of breath when with boyfriend. Crying randomly. Insecure over said lack of libido. Only want to play new DS.
Need to call bank, print up insurance info, pack. Finish buying presents. Last two bags can be made either on plane or in Germany, so don't have to worry too much about that. Have to drive to Olivet Wednesday morning to shop with mom for clothes, then can pack. Lunch with Dad, Nick, Katie, and possibly Cate Thursday at 11:30; 4:00 doctor's appointment to check up on toe. Be in Olivet Thursday night or Friday morning, take Ruth Ann's cat back to her, be in Detroit by 5 for orientation. Birthday Saturday. Leave Sunday.
Am wondering how to stop freaking out and coming up with nothing. Am both amused and annoyed by writing style in this post. Am going to play DS in bed until too tired to move.
Need to call bank, print up insurance info, pack. Finish buying presents. Last two bags can be made either on plane or in Germany, so don't have to worry too much about that. Have to drive to Olivet Wednesday morning to shop with mom for clothes, then can pack. Lunch with Dad, Nick, Katie, and possibly Cate Thursday at 11:30; 4:00 doctor's appointment to check up on toe. Be in Olivet Thursday night or Friday morning, take Ruth Ann's cat back to her, be in Detroit by 5 for orientation. Birthday Saturday. Leave Sunday.
Am wondering how to stop freaking out and coming up with nothing. Am both amused and annoyed by writing style in this post. Am going to play DS in bed until too tired to move.
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Times of transition are always hard. You can make it through this. Let me know if you want to talk! I'll be your foreignland friend.