Not a bad day, all in all.

It took a while, but we got my graduation party all set up. I had to rush to the bakery to grab the bread and pick up Yvonne at the same time, but it all turned out. There was a decent turn-out; about 25 - 50 or so people, and I got to see Mike again. I haven't seen him in so long. It was great to talk to him again, and I had fun rubbing his head after I got over the shock of seeing all his hair shaved off. A lot of the people I invited didn't come. Heather, Justin, what's your excuse?

It was 95 degrees, humid as can be without raining, and my cousins AND my brother were there. Apparently Rob was hitting and choking my cousin, too. Great, I have a violent, overenthusiastic ass of a brother, along with selfish, idiotic, babbling cousins who have nothing better to do than to tease me, knowing that if I say anything, they can just whine to their parents and I'll get the third degree. God, I hate my family. Esecially when they're all in the same place at the same time. Tends to make me snappish and bitchy, even more so than usual.

I did get to head to Melissa's open house afterward, which was pretty fun, since I got to see Todd and Barbie, and I got my copy of FF7 back. Oh, and I counted all the graduation money I got just from the party -- $515, if anyone cares. Most of it's going in my bank account. Maybe I'll be able to get my textbooks without help from Mom.

And... I'm having trouble, sort of, dealing with this guy... I dunno. I don't know what he wants, or if he even cares, even if he does profess to. I should talk to him, I think. I dunno.

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way

But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting