Random conversations that keep me sane.

[amadeupname]

Kitty Spawnie: hey...
MasterDragonGT: Yo.
Kitty Spawnie: what's up?
MasterDragonGT: Not much. You?
Kitty Spawnie: ...
Kitty Spawnie: You don't wanna know
MasterDragonGT: Wouldn't have asked if I didn't want to know.
MasterDragonGT: So, you'll either have to revise that statement to "I don't want to tell you" or spill the beans.
Kitty Spawnie: heh...
Kitty Spawnie: Well, as usual with the "you don't want to know" bit, I feel like utter shit.
Kitty Spawnie: Again.
Kitty Spawnie: Due, of course, to my own twisted machinations
MasterDragonGT: Stop twisting thos machinations up and tell yourself that you're pretty cool, then.
Kitty Spawnie: heh.
Kitty Spawnie: But I TRIED to make myself feel better
Kitty Spawnie: I did! And I made things worse!
MasterDragonGT: You tried to hard at it then. Just think, "Hey, I do some wrong stuff now and then, and screw up here and there, but so does everyone else, and when you get down to it, I'm a good, moral person, and that's what really counts."
Kitty Spawnie: okay?
Kitty Spawnie: THe thing is, I know what I'm doing
Kitty Spawnie: I just don't know how to fix it
Kitty Spawnie: Seriously, I KNOW I'm trying to get everyone to throw a pity party for me.
Kitty Spawnie: And I know it's not going to do anything but piss people off and make me even more depressed.
Kitty Spawnie: But I don't know how to stop honestly thinking that I'm not worth the space I take up, and I don't know how to stop feeling physically uncomfortable just holding my head up when I walk.
MasterDragonGT: Well, beats me. Problem with me is that I've never had serious trouble with knowing I'm a pretty decent person, so I can't really tell you HOW to change your mind.
Kitty Spawnie: ah...
Kitty Spawnie: that sucks.
MasterDragonGT: Just assure you that I'm right and you're wrong about the matter, is all.
Kitty Spawnie: XD
Kitty Spawnie: ::glompage::
Kitty Spawnie: I still feel like a mutant freak baby of the Pillsbury Dough Boy
MasterDragonGT: Well, you aren't.
Kitty Spawnie: thankies
Kitty Spawnie: sorry I'm all whiny
MasterDragonGT: Don't worry about it.
Kitty Spawnie: ::huggles::
Kitty Spawnie: Why can't more guys be like you?
Kitty Spawnie: I could use a reality check more often
MasterDragonGT: ~Hug~ I dunno. Maybe they are if you work hard enough to find them.
Kitty Spawnie: THere's that word...


daveyrootbeer: *waves*
Kitty Spawnie: hihi
daveyrootbeer: hiyas
Kitty Spawnie: what's up?
daveyrootbeer: one of my sources is close to obtaining the FF concert music
daveyrootbeer: and i invented a new drink
Kitty Spawnie: coolies
Kitty Spawnie: what is it?
daveyrootbeer: 10 oz pepsi
daveyrootbeer: 4 oz rum
daveyrootbeer: 4 cherries
daveyrootbeer: 3 slices of lime
daveyrootbeer: 5 drops lemon juice
daveyrootbeer: and a packet of raw sugar
Kitty Spawnie: o_O
daveyrootbeer: and crushed ice
Kitty Spawnie: isn't there enough sugar in the pepsi?
daveyrootbeer: it makes the soda flat a bit fasteer which brings out the fruit flavors
Kitty Spawnie: oooh
Kitty Spawnie: so you just throw everything in there?
daveyrootbeer: yeah
daveyrootbeer: fruit on the bottom first though
daveyrootbeer: then soda then rum
daveyrootbeer: then ice on top
daveyrootbeer: actually
daveyrootbeer: fruit, then ice, then soda, then rum
Kitty Spawnie: heh
Kitty Spawnie: I'm posting this in mhy LJ now
daveyrootbeer: yay
Kitty Spawnie: =P
daveyrootbeer: i don't knmow what to name it
Kitty Spawnie: hmmm...
Kitty Spawnie: if you used rootbeer, you could just call it the "Davey Rootbeer"
daveyrootbeer: i KNOW
daveyrootbeer: that's what erin said too
Kitty Spawnie: hehehe
daveyrootbeer: and what i was thinking
Kitty Spawnie: darn
Kitty Spawnie: I'm not that original after all
daveyrootbeer: she said that too X.x