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Okay, does anyone know of a good place to download anime or TV shows? Because I can't get many good TT eps. from BearShare. Fucking INSANE, damnit. And I want to be able to watch anime that I normally wouldn't be able to due to lack of money.
I was thinking lately (uh oh...), and I've noticed that, while it may seem really stupid, I miss Jennie. Not the way she acts now, hell no. But at some point she really was nice to me, and I liked her as a friend, and I'd like to think that she actually liked me at some point too. I mean, she couldn't have just put up with me for three years because she wanted to use me... could she? Would she? Is she that patient? (I don't think so, but you never know.)
The thing is, I'm such a bad judge of character. I used to be friends with people like Kami. Kami, who laughed at me and told me it was the stupidest thing she'd ever heard when I told her about the year-long crush I'd had on a guy I'd been to camp with for only a week and never saw again. Kami, who saw me at a football game and told her friends to ignore me and pretend they didn't see me when they knew damn well I was looking for them (my mom overheard them talking). Kami, who was supposed to sing with me in the talent show, and complained to someone in the audience -- with me sitting right nearby, mind you -- saying that I was a horrible singer. (The only reason she said this was because the last time we had practiced, I had a sore throat and did not even sound remotely human.) Her friends were all similar, and they happened to be the norm of our lovely school. So, I guess I didn't have much of a choice... but still, I should have known that they were so horrible. I don't know how or why I put up with it.
But now I'm not sure if I can choose the right kinds of friends, if this is the history I've got. First Kami, now Jennie -- who's next?
I was thinking lately (uh oh...), and I've noticed that, while it may seem really stupid, I miss Jennie. Not the way she acts now, hell no. But at some point she really was nice to me, and I liked her as a friend, and I'd like to think that she actually liked me at some point too. I mean, she couldn't have just put up with me for three years because she wanted to use me... could she? Would she? Is she that patient? (I don't think so, but you never know.)
The thing is, I'm such a bad judge of character. I used to be friends with people like Kami. Kami, who laughed at me and told me it was the stupidest thing she'd ever heard when I told her about the year-long crush I'd had on a guy I'd been to camp with for only a week and never saw again. Kami, who saw me at a football game and told her friends to ignore me and pretend they didn't see me when they knew damn well I was looking for them (my mom overheard them talking). Kami, who was supposed to sing with me in the talent show, and complained to someone in the audience -- with me sitting right nearby, mind you -- saying that I was a horrible singer. (The only reason she said this was because the last time we had practiced, I had a sore throat and did not even sound remotely human.) Her friends were all similar, and they happened to be the norm of our lovely school. So, I guess I didn't have much of a choice... but still, I should have known that they were so horrible. I don't know how or why I put up with it.
But now I'm not sure if I can choose the right kinds of friends, if this is the history I've got. First Kami, now Jennie -- who's next?
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