All I can be is his bed buddy, and that's looking at it favorably. I should ask him if there's any hope for me -- if there isn't, I'll leave him alone.
I'll end up sleeping with him (at best); he'll go home and feel good that he got laid, and bad because he thinks he's using me; I'll go home and feel good that I'm not going to die a virgin and because I can no longer say that no one wants to sleep with me, and bad because that's the only way I'll be able to get even a little bit of what I want.
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