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[amadeupname]

So, yeah. Being lonely and junk. Or just fear of being alone. I mean, I can't deal with myself by myself, if that makes any fucking sense. I want... I dunno. I think I want someone to help me understand myself. I KNOW I want someone to understand me and love me, so that I don't feel like I can't be loved. But is that selfish? Am I wrong for wanting to feel loved before I feel I am capable of loving myself?

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[bowzerj.livejournal.com]

It isn't selfish, it's kinda sane thinking.

[thesaneminority.livejournal.com]

Well, that's what I get. I think I'm insane and I'm not. I think I'm sane and I'm definitely not. *hugs* Thankees.

[bowzerj.livejournal.com]

*hugs* No problemees. You just need to find someone you click with, or enjoy spending time with a lot. And hugs, you need those too. I prescribe them at least twelve times a day.

Please don't think I'm taking the situation too lightly? I have difficulty with this stuff >.< If I could e-mail you the perfect person I would, though :)

[thesaneminority.livejournal.com]

I'd love it if you could. And you're not taking it too lightly -- most of the time I take things too seriously.

The problem is that there's not too many people in this town that I'm interested in, and I highly doubt any of them are interested back. Plus I'd rather wait until college, because then I might run into someone mature.

[bowzerj.livejournal.com]

There is that... Also, wider spectrum of people (if that even makes sense), seeing as people'll be coming from all parts of the country.

[thesaneminority.livejournal.com]

Very true. Which is why I'm going ;)

[greyepsilon.livejournal.com]

It's not selfish at all. I sometimes feel the same way.