Looking forward to July with mixed feelings.

[amadeupname]

Yeah, for everyone who didn't know, on July 16 I'm going in to have a breast reduction. Don't get me wrong, it's nice to have DDs and all, but with my body structure, they're far too big for the pros to outweigh the cons. I get backaches just from vaccuuming or dishwashing. Plus I can't fit into any cuter bras, so there go my dreams of a Victoria's Secret wardrobe.

I want the surgery. I don't like feeling like I'm a life support system for a pair of breasts. But I'm kind of scared to undergo sugery. The last time I was in the hospital, I broke my arm. Six years ago. And they neglected to tell me that I shouldn't eat after midnight, so I had to wait a whole day to get my cast on. Stupid Foote Hospital.

So, yeah, I'm a little scared. And before all this I have to have a mammogram. (Joy. Another person gets to look at my breasts.) So... urg...