Ugh...

[amadeupname]

Just got home from work. Dad's asleep in his room, and this time he didn't even bother hiding the half-empty glass of liquer. What's the point of even pretending to come home on time? He's going to be plastered anyway.

I haven't talked to him about it. The last time I said anything was a couple years ago, and he got upset and said stuff like he's allowed to have a little drink now and then. Well, goodness knows I don't deny that. But then, "now and then" isn't every fucking day.

I want to tell him to get the fuck away from me until he sobers up. I want to either pour out all his alcohol or put laxatives in it. Hell, maybe I should just drink it all and teach him to at least hide the damn stuff better. I hate him. Maybe I don't, and I just hate the drinking, but at this point I don't care. I hate him, and that's not going to change until he stops. Half the time I can't tell when he's drunk anyway.

Maybe I should spend the rest of the summer at my mom's house. I don't know. I don't want to be around him, because right now the only thing I like about him is he's a bit more lenient and he gives me more stuff. I know that if things don't change soon, I'm either leaving or killing/maiming him. I couldn't care less if he died right now. I even want him to die, and that seriously scares me now.

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[vadalia.livejournal.com]

I used to want my dad to die. My brother even put rat poison in his Pepsi and I had a plan to take him out. But now I don't live with him anymore and really don't care...

My mom drinks too... I just make fun of her and mock her and make her feel like shit because of it. But if you really want to you should put something nasty in his booze. Maybe if he gets extra sick from it he won't drink so much... but make sure it doesn't kill him...

[thesaneminority.livejournal.com]

Oh, I already put Exlax in there. Don't know if it worked or not, as I moved out the same day. But at least I ruined a fairly large "stash" of booze -- said in quotes because, in my opinion, a stash is hidden. And his booze was practically in plain site, under the sink. Come on, I go under there to get the dish soap!

[vadalia.livejournal.com]

Why should he hide it though? He's an adult... as long as he can still work and function.... he has every right to get drunk whenever he wants...