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[amadeupname]

Well, tomorrow is the last day of my vacation within a vacation - I leave France and head to the next host family. Three families and almost three months left before I come home. On the one hand, hey, I'm halfway through - but on the other, it seems even longer than it did at the start of the whole thing. I'm more than ready to come home and see my mom and Nick and all of my friends. Hell, I even miss my dad, and most of you know how big my issues with him are. And I'm kind of worried that, this being the last half of the program, the closer I get to coming home, the more I'm going to focus on that and not on what I should be doing in Germany. I mean, it's kind of hard to remember what I'm here for when my return date's looming closer and closer, you know? I keep thinking about what I'm going to do for Christmas, and wondering how much I'm missing, and who's left the group and how many newcomers there are, and whether or not people will want me back (which is a stupid thing to worry about, I know, but then I've never exactly been rational about these things, have I?).

I miss you guys every single day. World travel kind of gets old after a while, if you're gone for too long and there's nobody from home to share it with.

I think I can make it. I guess I have to. I just hope I don't manage to royally fuck up in the process.

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[moldypotatochip.livejournal.com]

Yeah... I feel like that a lot myself. I think it's hard not to when you miss people. I'm going home for Christmas and I'm pretty psyched about it. I keep thinking "3 more months before I hang out with people!" but in reality I have a long way to go. I'm sure you can make it *hugs* try to enjoy the time you have left in Germany.

[magiclad2007.livejournal.com]

Here's what you do.

1) Get involved in stuff in D-land.
2) Try not to think about us Amis while you're involved.
3) Time will fly by like nothing.
4) ???
5) PROFIT